I regret procrastinating when I have around 8 projects to finish at the same time. I regret declining the offer to go out with my friend even when I had nothing to do, and they all had fun without me. I regret not studying hard enough to get good results. I regret not jumping into that river, and swim freely without any care in the world.
Why didn't I do all of those things? Why do I lack the self control, but I have too much self-consciousness?
Why am I unable to stop myself from reading useless junk, or watching useless clips that will have no impact on my life, and instead do stuff that will actually impact my life, like my graded assignments and projects, or practising for my upcoming piano examination?
Why am I unable to let go of myself for a while, and wear whatever revealing crop top I want, or do whatever crazy thing that my friend asks me to do?
Why?
Living in the 21st century means that your life will be very hectic, busy, and stressful. With this lifestyle, comes the fact that we may need to let some (very enticing) opportunities slip out of our grasps. Or, we may just willingly let them slip out.
I am the latter.
Whenever an opportunity comes, I always tell myself, "I will always be able to do this another time." Which may be true, or not. Often, I find myself regretting that choice.
"What if it doesn't ever come again?"
However, people say that we need to learn how to let go of our regrets, and continue living our life to the fullest. Which I agree. In order not to prevent ourselves from regretting, we need to seize all chances that we can possibly take. Try and do everything that you can possibly do, so that you will never ever feel regret because of you letting that chance slip away. I guess, you would also be able to live a happier life if you do that. At least you know that you have tried to do almost every single thing that you can do.
Therefore, live life to the fullest and have no regrets! :)
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Album of the Week:
2PM - No. 5
Genre: R&B, Franky, Electronic Sound
Language: Korean
I don't usually listen to 2PM's songs, but I came across this album which was released in June and I really liked it!
This is the 5th album that 2PM has produced (hence "No.5"), and the album has 12 songs in it! Their style is a bit different from usual Korean-pop songs, and most of their songs (if not all) are self-composed by the group members themselves!!
You may not be used to such beats and tunes at first, but they slowly start growing on you as they are really unique and fresh :) My favourite songs are "Our House", "환각" and "너만의 남자".
I guess the songs are relatively upbeat(?), but all I can say is that their songs are really unique and different :)
If you're interested, go listen to it!!
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Picture of the Week:
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On A Lighter Note:
It seems that I can never keep to my promises D: (I am such a horrible person please forgive me)
It has been around TWO months since I last blogged!! I know I said that I would try to blog weekly but it could not happen. Holidays have ended at least a months ago. However, as like what I had said above, I did have around 8 to 9 projects to complete within last month and this month :( I have so much work that I have been sleeping so late for the past few weeks (I am really tired now gosh). Fortunately, half of my projects are completed.
On another note, tomorrow marks the start of the National Day holidays! I will be having a four-day holiday so I can finally wake up late and have more time to complete my work (if I do not procrastinate).
As usual, I will probably post a blog 12938471209 weeks later so I hope that you would be patient!
Anyhow, I will not make any more promises as to when I will blog again (I have learnt my lesson) so I hope you will support and wait for me!! :)
Also, thank you for the 372 page views!! It has only been 5 months since I started (and I only posted 7 blogs including this one) and there are already so many people reading this! You have no idea how grateful I am to all of you guys :')
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"Love life. Live life."
Hope to see you guys next week! (Note: Hope)
~Baethxr
p.s. I posted this on a Thursday instead of a Friday as I was afraid that I would not post this week if I just waited until tomorrow, so I hope you enjoyed the not-so-early-but-early update :)
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